I had something to say, it got lost somewhere along the way. I still know what it was, i still hold the words in my mind - i no longer have the motivation to write it though. Another song, for another long day that has potential to become a longer night:

I'm finding my way back to sanity, again
Though I don't really know what
I am gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I am looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now

-- Breathing, Lifehouse

This song, holds so many memories for me no one knows. I cant listen to it or play it or sing it without being taken back not to a moment in time, but more like a place in my mind - where there are these cool blue waters flowing, and everything is perfect in its serenity.

I once experianced the most beautiful time of my life. Perfect place at the perfect time. It was a completely grey day. In Karachi, I was standing at the beach, the sand not soft, but very hard and smooth under my feet, like concrete. It was black sand - which isnt black but is again grey... the tide was coming in not steep like it normally does... but completely calm and smoothly, the sky was overcast and the ocean reflected nothing but the sky and the horizon was lost in the greyness of everything. The wind was cool and the lines, or lack of them - was perfect. That was a day to remember.

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

-- Everything, Lifehouse

Iv probably posted these lyrics up on this site four or five times, the song itself, its... well its just so PERFECT. It speaks about all i want from life, something i used to always reach for - something i couldnt be bothered about anymore - in fact, tonight - i couldnt be bothered about anything.

Would you like to take a bite out of me? Everyone else has had their share...

Let me invite you in, have a taste...

Please, I insist...