And we thought we were above all that...

Crazy days, Crazy nights.

Wear it around your neck, like a razor blade, it cuts through you. Smell it, breath in deap, let it pervade your thoughts, let it become a part of you, let it become a part of your skin, let it kill you... from the inside out.

Let the rain hit you, let the steam rise from the ground, and let the thoughts from your mind leave you...from the inside out.

Stand in the sun, let the rays of light float through your invisible self. Let the nonexistence of your being become a reality as you throw no shadow. Let yourself disapear, from the inside out.

Lie in the snow, feel the cold reach the core of you. Your heart is stone, feel it crushed into thousands of pieces beneath the weight of your walls.

And smile, from the inside out.

Somebody special wrote this for me, its one of the nicest msgs iv ever gotten... it shoulda come up here a long time ago...

"Ur the words that come out easy n im speechless at best.ur star it seems 2shine above the rest,ur the face b4 the cameras,the smile id like 2earn,the closest thing 2 perfect in a hollywood 2burn.Ur the beauty thats deeper than eyes can merely see,closest thing 2perfect,but the farthest thing from me"

Closure - Cheville

Breathe,
Trust,
Bless me,
And her loose,
Climb hard,
Never be seen,
Closed off,
Rescue to free,
And just bless me.
Too side of time,
Your rebirth can’t hurt,
Branch out behind,
The pain.

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me.
Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me!

Had to turn,
They doubt,
You’re sting of disease,
Phase you,
Ouch,
You seem this courage,
Go on,
Confusing this soul,
Hold my breathe,
Til you rupture!
Three days a sign,
Your rebirth can’t hurt,
Branch out behind,
The pray.

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me.
Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me!

Like a leech,
I hold on,
As if we belonged,
To some,
Precious pure dream,
Cast off,
You see what’s beneath,
Now fail me!
Faulty closure,
Faulty closure,
Faulty closure,
Faulty closure!

Closure has come to me,
Myself,
You will never belong,
To me!
Rahh!

i heard this song, then i read the lyrics and it hit me somewhere way deep down...
i thought id share, to see if anyone cared
and the cow jumped over the moon.

"Your Beautiful" -- James Blunt


My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face
in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel
with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you. . .