Okay everyone, COMPLETELy new look (obviously). So far the only response iv gotten is "its WHITE! its like a victorian old lady drinking tea in a bone china cup with pink flowers on it!".
Hmm... not exactly the look i was going for... but hey... to each his (or her) opinion ;)
But why... why now? Why change the template on a blog thats been with me for over four years? I visit my blog and it still doesnt look like my own. Maybe thats a good thing. It makes you see yourself through someone elses eyes.
But thats not the real reason.
The REAL reason i changed this entire blog, is because it had degenerated into the same writing that i used to write when i just started blogging. It had degenerated into my depressed self pity state where i enjoy wearing black and staring into space. It had become just another place where i could write about my "pain" in the attempt to feel more.
Well enough.
Enough of that.
Screw self pity... iv had enough of it. Screw wanting something that you just cant have. Screw looking at every new day and having the only thing come to mind be "damn... the suns up". Thats it. I lived that life once... and i had the best years of my life when i left it behind. and then i regressed, i fell through the black hole that i had crawled out of all over agin. Thats that. No more. Not again. Never Again.
So here is the new blog. The new look. White, clean, i wont say pure... haha i saw my first porn magazine when i was 8 years old. We stole it off a homeless guy. haha i was never pure. Everyone should have a crazy first porn story... no ones got one crazier then mine ;) But BACK to the point :P .... The original new template was one with crazy green and white. But when i actually put it up the colors were just TOO happy for this blog. It didnt "suit" it. So until i can make this place into a reflection of the me who needed nothing more then watching the wind between the trees to make me smile, well stick to the plain white. Then well go with the happy dappy green ;)
So fine... it may look like an old victorian lady drinking tea. It may no longer look like "my" blog... it may not even look nice. But i needed to break away. I needed to crawl out again. This was the first step... Watch me keep walking.
To all the people who know they deserve it *HUG* ;) *winkyyyyyyyyyyy*
he he he
PS. I love the ability to keep everyone wondering what ill do next :D
Hmm... not exactly the look i was going for... but hey... to each his (or her) opinion ;)
But why... why now? Why change the template on a blog thats been with me for over four years? I visit my blog and it still doesnt look like my own. Maybe thats a good thing. It makes you see yourself through someone elses eyes.
But thats not the real reason.
The REAL reason i changed this entire blog, is because it had degenerated into the same writing that i used to write when i just started blogging. It had degenerated into my depressed self pity state where i enjoy wearing black and staring into space. It had become just another place where i could write about my "pain" in the attempt to feel more.
Well enough.
Enough of that.
Screw self pity... iv had enough of it. Screw wanting something that you just cant have. Screw looking at every new day and having the only thing come to mind be "damn... the suns up". Thats it. I lived that life once... and i had the best years of my life when i left it behind. and then i regressed, i fell through the black hole that i had crawled out of all over agin. Thats that. No more. Not again. Never Again.
So here is the new blog. The new look. White, clean, i wont say pure... haha i saw my first porn magazine when i was 8 years old. We stole it off a homeless guy. haha i was never pure. Everyone should have a crazy first porn story... no ones got one crazier then mine ;) But BACK to the point :P .... The original new template was one with crazy green and white. But when i actually put it up the colors were just TOO happy for this blog. It didnt "suit" it. So until i can make this place into a reflection of the me who needed nothing more then watching the wind between the trees to make me smile, well stick to the plain white. Then well go with the happy dappy green ;)
So fine... it may look like an old victorian lady drinking tea. It may no longer look like "my" blog... it may not even look nice. But i needed to break away. I needed to crawl out again. This was the first step... Watch me keep walking.
To all the people who know they deserve it *HUG* ;) *winkyyyyyyyyyyy*
he he he
PS. I love the ability to keep everyone wondering what ill do next :D
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